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Good morning ppl. Work was a total mess today bcos we had to stay back and clear the sulphur-filled Kbox because one of the cheapskate plugs caught fire. I refused to go to sleep bcos I'm addicted to the apps on my phone. Tsk. I'm lying on my bed now deciding that I should head to dreamland in the next five mins. I know this post is damn random but I got nothing better to do. Goodbye now.

Its been a few days since my last post.
Well, have been working these days.
Playing, drinking, eating, playing then sleep in the morning till I'm deprived of sleep during work.
These few days weren't anything worth to mention or talk about.
Was suppose to join them at nana after work today.
Hesistated for damn long and in the end decided not to. Go there and get upset, what for?
Super unhappy now I don't know why too.
Oh well, at least on the happier note I finally got my iphone though I'm still figuring out how to use :S Yah I know I'm super lousy!
My fucking lips are still cracking and bleeding till I even have problems eating mcflurry. What's wrong?????
I realised its been so long since I last felt happy from the bottom of my heart.
Everything is going wrong in my life now, everyone is bullying me.

Ck and sugar were over at my place ytd night.
Slept with sugar baby till I don't even know when she went back home.
Woke up at 8 in the evening today!!!
I wanted to go have steamboat with daddy but ahnee called me out :(
Daddy, tmr!! My treat. Haha.
As usual, the vodka, beer and tequila shots. I didn't have much tho.
Had frog porridge with the group after the drinking.
I'm gonna wake up as early as 2pm tmr to collect my money and do some shopping.
Tired!!
I have lots and lots of pictures to upload!!
But I don't have the usb cable with me now. Tsk.
OH YAH MY LIPS ARE FUCKING SWOLLEN AND CRACKED NOW. VERY PAINFUL :(((((((((((
Okay lah bye.

This may sound crazy and obsessed, but thanks for residing in me.

Today was the worst day of all.
On top of a big disappointment, my hopes were totally smashed just not long ago.
Ppl might think I'm crazy, but I feel like crying.
No words can console me now.
I'm terribly upset.

There are super kio sai ppl who can even attempt to steal a bicycle under a block.
Attempted, but they failed. Please bring pliers along next time kids.
Luckily Kendre's bicycle is safe and sound over at ahnee's place now.
(*types this lazily...*) I better ride it back to her tmr.

Ck woke me up by appearing at my house earlier on at 8pm. :@
Got up from bed unwillingly to shower.
And along with sugar, three of us headed down to serangoon gardens for our long awaited chompchomp dinner.
A plate of hokkien mee as usual and frolick as our after-meal dessert. Yummy.
After parting with the cousinz, went over to amk's kbox and met up with nee and fiona to sing. Tsk.

Mummy and irritating kai are departing at 6 tmr's evening for their taiwan trip.
Mummy's got a list of my wanna-buy duty-free cosmetics! Yay.
I need to wake up as early as 12pm tmr to send them off at the airport later on.
Don't know why the hurry, plane departs at 6 but mummy wants to reach the airport at 2 :@
They will be away till the 14th and I'm gonna have a fun time at home alone!
Dad is a spoiler, he should go tgt with them too. Tsk.
It's payday today, like finally.
Damn tired, haven't even remove my makeup.
Goodnight ppl.

Finally met Kendre after a super long period of time.
Took a cab over to her house with joycie in the very very early morning today.
Had a crazy cam-whoring session and you guys might wanna slap me if you see all the pictures we took.
Had a hard time uploading all 200+ to facebook and finally it was done today and I had a 'fun' time
tagging all of em.
Oh! I rode a bicycle back from Kendre's house today and I swear I'll never ride a bicycle in the day alone anymore in my life.
But I had a fucking sweet and good sleep after all the sweating. Haha.
My friends could not make it to the cycling tonight!!! Waste my effort!!!!!!!!! :@
I wanna eat maggie goreng. Byebye.

Jing Wen was forced to greet everyone merry xmas on the phone at work today.
Jing Wen was forced to wear a cute xmas hat at work today.
Work was so embarrassing today, but nevertheless fun with all the crazy cam whoring and laughing.
Post when the photos are uploaded.

I'm gonna visit Kendre at her place later on with Joycie, I suppose so.
Cheer up dear girl :D
I'm gonna force Kendre to lend me her bicycle later on and I wanna go cycle cycle with ahnee tmr night!

As usual, a short post before I go to bed.
Time passed very quickly for me today.
Grandma and aunties visited during the day earlier on making so much noise and disturbing my sleep. Tsk.
I love my very cute toddler cousin, but failed to take any pictures with him. Haha.
Then gross ck visited at 11 plus to talk to my disgusting brother about his secondary school options :S
Haha and of cos I would grab the chance and ask him to acc me downstairs for supper!
Cheese onion prata and maggie goreng I had! Damn nice.
Watched dramas till morning like how I did the past few nights. Boring life.
I have work tmr, like finally. Cos its so bored to stay at home everyday.
I WANNA HAVE MAGGIE GORENG AGAIN AFTER WORK TMR WITH AHNEE!!!
Gonna have a stick now and sleep.

I realised I've been dragging for too long,
time to face reality ye??
Sorry m, for ignoring your msgs the past 3 days.

Jing Wen just cried a whole tank of tears over her favorite koizora's drama version.
Till now I still feel like crying when I think of it. :( Tsk.
Life is so fragile isn't it?
Kudos to those who supported their precious ones till the very last minute and still stayed strong and well after losing them.
Look up to those who fought battles with illness bravely and optimistically.
We should learn how to treasure everything every minute because we might just lose them the very next.
Tho its super dramatic, I'm just full of emotions after watching such a heart-wrenching drama.

Had supper with ahnee at macdonald's earlier on, followed by a light prata meal.
Fattening!!!
Me and her walked around the estate for a few hours!!!
Yea because she just moved over to her new place and I had to show her around. Haha.
So nice to have a company now! Especially when Fiona's gonna move over too later in the day.
Stayed at home nowadays, nothing really special.
I'm not gonna top up my card so soon bcos I'm trying to avoid some stuffs.
Leave me alone to rot at home for the time being :D
Can't wait for the 5th!!
I'm gonna head off to dreamland now bcos its so early already!!
Good morning.

I've been dreaming too much lately;
First for my dream wedding, then today my xmas and bday wishes.
I have only 2 though!
Of cos I hope some kind souls could get it for me, but I'm not gonna sit there and wait for things to drop from the sky.
I need to saveeeeeeeeeeee. I'm cash-strapped now seriously.
And I have to much to do this dec.
Someone teach me how to save up leh :((
I have a sudden determination to start life anew again and stop being so useless. (ye, my close friends heard this coming out from me plenty of times already i know.)

1. My new love - Sony Ericsson Satio in bordeaux
Super love this phone!!!!


2. Sony vaio cs series in pink
I know I've been dreaming for this since last year but I'm still so in love with this toy.



I really feel so useless, staying at home everyday. No life.
Ah, where did all those fun all of us used to have last time went to??!!
Whatever it is, Jing Wen hopes for a day out with Kendre tmr afternoon!

Call me day-dreaming, whatever you like!
But I have a new wish today!
Which is to hold my wedding at Capella in future. Hehehehe.
Or maybe a few nights stay there.
That place looks like sucha cool getaway!
Here are some pictures I found on the net!!







Scary me ate alot today!
Mum's home-cooked dinner, mee pok, cheezels, a whole big packet of ruffles followed by nasi-lemak for breakfast.
Faint!
I feel like going out tmr, to check out my new phoneeeeeeeeeeee :(
Haha, its 7 in the morning now and I surely need to get some sleep already.
Goodnight world.

Time sure passed fast at work today and it was damn relaxing with no supervisors to watch over you.
Screams and laughter coming out from us could be heard throughout the night.
I saw a damn cute white hamster today!! I feel like getting one but its seriously pointless to feed sucha small animal.
I'm happy because I don't have to work for the rest of the week. Yay :D
Its gonna be payday in like about a week time. I have so muchhhhhhhhhhhh shopping and things to do.
I only earn a few hundred bucks per month doing part time and I could easily spend away this amount money in only a few days.
I really need to save up man. Tsk.
I was really thinking if I should leave my job for good and head on to a brand new environment.
Wouldn't it be better for me? The only thing is I'll miss all my colleagues and good friends man. Sigh!!
Iyah whatever it is, shall forget about all the unhappiness for now.
Gonna watch Death Note now!!

Chomp Chomp with ck at night.
Fried corns, hokkien mee and choco milkcurd to finally complete a satisfying meal.
Bought the expensive birthday cake with a giant box and took a cab home.
Prepared and met up with ah nee and co then headed on to cineleisure.
Happy 28th, Martin :D
Lots of ppl were there, like Fanny, AB, Pennie, the 2 Andys and Melvin.
5-10s, dices; Martell and beer.
Didn't really enjoyed though. How to enjoy, in such a situation?
Left for home at 6 in the morning.
Gonna cook up my food in cafeworld and go to sleep.
Working tmr! Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnz!
I'm all stressed up again now.

Jing Wen, please bang the wall and wake uppppp.

I just had a longggggggggggggg day at work because it was super boring.
Was supposed to go down to the twin's birthday celebration but didn't make it in the end. Aww.
But anw, Happy birthday Jo & Joanne :D
Its 5 in the morning and I'm starting to get a lil sleepy.
Need to work for the next 2 days too. Sian!!

I'm gonna suffer from depression soon.
You really suck suck suck suck suck for forcing me to make a decision.
I super hate you.

Arg, I'm super hungry now and my eyelids are twitching for no reasons. Irritating.
There's a fucking car downstairs making lots of noises from the exhaust.
I'm super irritated now.
I wanna eat yam pastry.
M, can you just fucking burn in hell for goodness sake?!

Stayed home using the computer the whole day today again.
Boring life, hate it!
I really dont know how to stay at home till sunday when I'm working!
Super broke :(((((((

Its the 19th today! And I'm really looking forward to..
I guess I'm truely overly obsessed. Sigh!!

I'm craving for something cheesy now. Like the cheesefries from botak jones.
Yummy. I'm hungry.

And you,
Yes but of cause you'll never get to browse pass my livejournal, obviously.
I really hate you for lying.
Really, ppl like you should burn in hell a thousand times.
Its really tiring to put up a happy front infront of of everyone though I'm really upset.
Why am I like this? I really dont understand myself.
Yeah, if none of these ever happened.
Blame it on no one but myself, for being so stupid to believe your lies time and time again.

Then after work ytd..
Went down to beach road and had korean bbq-styled steamboat with nee & fen.
Walked around at bugis thereafter. Bumped into Joseph somewhere and he pulled us all up to ksuites :S
Zhang Zi Yi was there too! But too bad I didn't manage to see her. Haha.
Chilled and smoked for awhile then went home.
Today is another boring day. Stayed home the whole day using the com and watching cartoons.
I'm broke again!!!! :(((

Its the 17th today and still no news.
I'm really praying everyday for me and darling.
And to my dearest Kendre,
without a doubt you're the one that understands what I'm thinking the most.
Thank you for always being there.
I love you too, and Keidi.
God bless.

Been long since I last sat down and did a proper update.
The only thing I remembered about what happened the past few days was depressed depressed and depressed.
I really hate myself alot for doing stupid things, always.
Well, I went to work today and it was a bore.
Iyah anw, just one sentence to conclude: Everything just suck now.
I need to drink mushroom soup now.
I have work tmr in the morning but I'm still awake waiting for my food in cafeworld to cook.
I'll update again, if I have anything nice to tell.
I'm tired.
Goodnight to Rui Qi & Min Qi girly girls!!